All mechanism in this world is reversed.
I want you to be so.
This isn't achieved.
The thing I want not to materialize
Because it's mechanism, it's inevitable.
As I hope hard.
It isn't achieved now.←Because it becomes big.
It was a shock.
I assimilate to something intensely.
It becomes reverse to the fullest.
But it isn't bad to become reverse.
Well, it's convenient for unconscious itself.
An easy example
When going out, please wish that it's fine.
But it was heavy rain.
It was regrettable but insignificant.
It's good that it's fine.
There are no such things.
Both are also fine.
When I'm here by such feeling, it's fine on an important day.